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Name: Kellye
Birthday: 7/16/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Math (I know, DORK!), Science (cooler, but still kind of dorky), Pilates, watching Adult Swim on Cartoon Network, Photography, reading Fitness Magazine, going to the gym, bikeriding, nagging my boyfriend Ben, drinking unsweet tea with sweet 'n' low from Chicken E, watching Spongebob and quoting everything, hanging out with my buddy Kylee! I renewed my love of reading now. I am really into Chuck Palahnuik books, thanks to Benjamin, my sweetheart!
Expertise: Delivering quality service at Chicken Express with my fellow coworkers, saying the wrong thing at the wrong time
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  kellyekirky14
Member Since:
3/12/2005
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| Hah! I'm updating! And the clouds open up to where angels are singing. Work was Fun wednesday B. You always make it fun. So i've decided I'm going to take my medicine on time now. It's not good to take it irregularly! I'm also going to see a counseler if I don't get better. I need to get my emotions straight before I go nuts. Band is good, just some hard music that I have to learn in 4 weeks. Classes, good, but I already feel behind. Blah! I love Andrea and Shannon- they make me so happy! We will rock that party on Feb 3rd girlfriends! I love to read, but my depression keeps me from enjoying it. Poop on you depression! I went to the Holocaust survivor's lecture last night. I realized that I need to be a fighter because life is too precious to be looked at as crap. I will rise above my depression some day for good, I'm just still working on it. | | |
| So...guess what? Had my 2 wisdom teeth taken out today. Piece of cake! Took 10 minutes and they didn't have to put me to sleep, just numb me. Everything is a lot better with me being single. Talked to the guy I have a thing for and we worked out some weird stuff. He's a really awesome guy and I am glad that we will still be friends. As for me, I don't feel as lonely anymore. I know it will come and go, but I'm alright with being by myself. I know that there is that guy out there and I just need to be patient. God is preparing him for me right now. I'm only 21! I only want to be married once, so I can wait a little longer for the right guy. Thanks to all of those who keep me cheered up through the rough times. You see things I don't and that helps me to get through this stuff. I can't wait to be in drumline again. I am crazy and drumline is an outlet for that. I go nuts in the stands. Anyways, ya'll have a great night! | | |
| I am really sad right now. I haven't been like this in a long time. I
don 't want to talk at all or so much. I don't even want to turn on the
tv to pass the time. I just want to lay in my bed completely still and
silent. depression...it sucks, but really brings me down a peg. This
kind of depression is the kind I have not felt in a while...it's
lonliness. I don't have a problem being by myself, but thinking about
certain people that I thought were going to be there and aren't really
kills me right now. I am single now, and that 's fine. I want to take
the challenge on of being by myself, but I also want to be with someone
that's for me. Somoeone who I can be a dork with and him be a dorky as
me. Someone who I could run up to, jump up on him and give him a hug
and him embrace me back. Someone who loves my energy and spirit and who
doesn't think it's weird. Someone who doesn't have to love my passions,
but see why I am so passionate about them. I am glad I feel this way
because it is a step in the right direction. You just realize how many
friends you have when you are single. I have them, but we don't hang
out often, and the ones I really want to be with are really busy. I'm a
busy gal, but when it's late at night I want to be with someone. I
guess that's becuase I was with someone for almost four years. This
will be quite a transition. I'm not used to the dating stuff, so I
don't know how to properly react to things. Should I call them soon?
Should I wait and not seem desperate? Ahhhhh. So I haven't really dated
anyone yet, but I have a thing for someone.
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| Hey everybody. So...I'm feeling a little crappy right now. Can't really
explain. I went to see Saw 2 tonight by myself. Pretty awesome movie.
BUT it was scary, to say the least. Got to go!
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| Soooo...I guess it's time to talk about the past week. Thursday night
was a blast because I went to the midnight breakfast with AJ and his
posse. I love being around band people because I feel like I fit in. I
think we are all on the same brain waves. So i got drunk that night,
but not as bad as at the infamous "work party" on Friday. Holy Crap. I
did some things I had wanted to do for a long time and some things that
I am not particularly proud of. Let's just say that I came out of my
shell, and I pretty much wish it hadn't happened....but it did, and I
made it through the embarrassment. Everybody thought I was hilarious,
but inside I felt like I had really crapped up my reputation. Well, I'm
still me and even though I have issues, I think that we can agree that
we all do...am I right or am I right? Jeff freakin peed his pants. I
didn't do that so I am that much happier with myself. At least I can
control my bladder. Well...Jeff was alot drunker than I was. All I can
say is that I love the people that I work with for taking care of me. I
could have been left out in the cold but someone always made sure that
I was ok. I really do care about everyone at work who really looks out
for me. I just wish I could spend more time with them. But we all have
lives, I guess. B's boobs were hottt! I have a pic of them, but in her
shirt...not...you know. I don't know how many times I touched my boobs
when I was dancing for everyone. I was nuts! But i love to dance and
that was all the moves I'd ever wanted anyone to see. So I guess I
accomplished something! Please reply to this so I can keep on
writing!~
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